Small entry, more later

I will be back in a bit to update yesterday and let you know whats on the agenda for today.
I will say that I have ANOTHER stomach bug. I don't know where I got THIS one from, since no one else in the house is sick (knock on wood) but I've been in pain since yesterday, all night and now today. Focusing righg now on getting fluids in... ugh. Want. To. Die.
Here are lyrics to a Metallica song that Stephen Vinson postd on his blog today. I loved them. As Stephen mentions, it was probably written about drug addiction, but I think we all know that food addiction can be just as dangerous...

If I could have my wasted days back
Would I use them to get back on track?
Stop to warm at karma’s burning
Or look ahead but keep on turning

Do I have the strength
To know how I’ll go?
Can I find it inside
To deal with what I shouldn’t know?

Could I have my wasted days back?
Would I use them to get back on track?

You live it or lie it
You live it or lie it
You live it or lie it
You live it or lie it

My lifestyle determines my death style
My lifestyle determines my death style

Keep searchin’
Keep on searchin’
This search goes on
This search goes on

Keep searchin’
Keep on searchin’
This search goes on
This search goes on

Frantic tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tock

I’ve worn out always being afraid
An endless stream of fear that I’ve made
Treading water full of worry
This frantic tick tick talk of hurry

Do I have the strength
To know how I’ll go?
Can I find it inside
To deal with what I shouldn’t know?

Worn out always being afraid
An endless stream of fear that I’ve made

You live it or lie it
You live it or lie it
You live it or lie it
You live it or lie it

My lifestyle determines my death style
My lifestyle determines my death style

Keep searchin’
Keep on searchin’
This search goes on
This search goes on

Keep searchin’
Yeah, keep on searchin’
This search goes on
On and on

Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tock

Do I have the strength
To know how I’ll go?
Can I find it inside
To deal with what I shouldn’t know?

Do I have the strength
To know how I’ll go?
Can I find it inside
To deal with what I shouldn’t know?

Oh, my lifestyle determines my death style
A rising tide that pushes to the other side
My lifestyle determines my death style
A rising tide that pushes to the other side

Keep searchin’
Keep on searchin’
This search goes on
On and on

Keep searchin’
Keep on searchin’
This search goes on
On and on

Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tock