Thursday, January 15, 2015
What do you say
What do you say when you don't have words to describe how you feel. When hubby is snoring next to you and em you desperately want to be sleeping so your brain can rest, but you can't slow it down enough to drift off.
Last night, after a stressful and intense council meeting, it was decided that the position I am to fill as music director will be funded. I have been hired, which is wonderful. It also means I will now have 2 jobs that will require approx 50-60 hours of work per week, 7 days a week.
I love what I do. Now I have to try and relax a little do I can enjoy my work. And also find time to just "be". Relax. Play. Have fun. Every time I attempt to take some relaxation time, I think of all the things to be done (house cleaning, appointments to make, groceries, cooking, lesson planning, class schedules and cirriculums, emails and phone calls to return, music sorting and scheduling) and I feel compelled to do it, no matter how long I've already been working.
Obviously I'm tired and talking in stress, so I'm off to try to turn my brain off and sleep. Peace.