I guess this is really off topic for a weightloss/career change blog, but hey, it's my blog and I'll babble if I want to.
I am starting to really dislike my job. I am getting screamed at by patients. Today, so far, I was called stupid, and sworn at - by two different people.
I'm starting to wonder if maybe they are right. I mean, ok, I don't have a self-loathing thing going on here, but maybe I just not good at this job.
I'm feeling pretty low right now, even in light of my additional weightloss (yes, I am down to 210 right now). It's probably the browbeating I've gotten today, but I am just very emotional.
This is the very kind of day that would drive me to eat junk. On top of which, I am going to my weekly meeting where there is always junk food to eat. I kept a banana - but I'm so hungry, I think I will end up eating it before.
I will NOT eat at this meeting
I will NOT eat at this meeting
I will NOT eat at this meeting
I will NOT eat at this meeting
I will NOT eat at this meeting
Feeling kinda lost. Feeling unsure about my future in regards to career. I just feel... without direction. Maybe because I am not taking classes this summer? I don't know...
Bummed. Hoping I can gather the energy to do my spin class tonight - AND I hope, with all the traffic, I get there on time.
I am posting this under your profile because, for some reason, this computer won't let me log you off! I love you so much. You are NOT stupid. Do not let the fears and anxiety of these sick patients defeat you. You are very good at what you do and do not let anyone try to convince you otherwise. In regards to your career - you are on the road, just taking a rest stop and re-fueling before you take off again!
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Okay, your hubs is a sweetie, and I echo what he says! Keep your chin up, take a moment and breath. You can do whatever you set your mind on!
ReplyDeleteKels...I love and appreciate you...and honestly? You are really, really great at what you do! We have the most difficult patients to deal with. You have to remember that. Don't take it personally....get your chin up and get your "kick ass" attitude going back on! If you ever need to vent my door is open. I hope you know that! :-) Hugs!!
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